Special people

 　　More and more, I feel that, slowly, without realizing it, you've entered my life, and now, I feel like someone lives in my heart. I don't know when I started noticing you, I don't know you, we haven't even said a word to each other, so how can I say I love you? I'm afraid of the consequences of telling you I like you; it's such a difficult choice. Life is about choices, choosing while giving up, like a cat that loves to eat fish but can't swim, or a fish that loves to eat earthworms but can't go ashore. Some people advise me to confess to the person I like, regardless of success or failure, but I'm afraid of the awkwardness of meeting them after a failure. Sometimes I think I'm so stupid. In high school, someone liked me, she confessed to me, but I ran away. I admit I liked her before, but only then. That day, I told her I seemed to like someone, she said she guessed, told her to be quiet, and then she didn't reply to my messages. Maybe I really hurt her. I'm sorry. Although I know an apology is useless, and she won't see what I wrote. Last year when I graduated high school, I gave her a mini Doraemon power bank and said, "When you miss me, just look at it!" We both laughed awkwardly. Even my deskmate sensed there was something going on, but I was completely oblivious at the time. She told me about it, but I didn't believe her.

　　I realize my mind is completely occupied by the person I love now, but she's probably unaware. I don't know how to tell her. Please, any passing experts, give me some pointers, this complete idiot! Thank you!

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