Only after loving do you realize the weight of love.
What else can I say? I don't even know what kind of feeling is love. I'm changing the questions you raised. I'm carefully remembering what you said. Sometimes, I really don't know what to do . How can I ensure I don't miss out on love? I 'm stingy with my love. I'm afraid to give my love. This isn't because I'm heartless. On the contrary , it's because once I'm serious, once I'm in love, I lose the ability to protect myself. I don't like being sensitive , I don't like being weak , I don't like being sentimental, I don't like being pretentious. But once I start to love you seriously, all these flaws that I hate and avoid will follow me like a shadow. I don't like that version of myself. I'm even more afraid that you won't like that version of me. So, I don't think about anything, I don't give anything, I just greedily enjoy the love and tolerance you give me. Only then do I feel safe. Zero-degree water ...